Do I have a blog….. well, she said sheepishly……
Of course I have a blog. Have had, in fact, for quite a while. Boy did I get a little defensive feeling when someone asked that today. I know why, it’s because I can’t remember the last time I blogged. So, I checked and, well, it was months and months ago. Now, I know I could say I’ve been busy. I have a new baby, a demanding job, supervising two tweenage boys who are online homeschooling and trying to finish my own PhD. But really…. I’m conflicted about this blog. There are many things I would like to have said this year that I have chosen to be silent about instead. Some of the time it was about the spiritual discipline of praying for situations or people rather than externally processing it or them. Other times I really struggled with whether or not blogging had value at all. So. Here I am thinking about it again. Wondering if I can be more consistent. Wondering if this effort can have purpose, and meaning, and if it could be a blessing to anyone. It could be that the blessing is meant for my sons, who may read my random thoughts and know me better someday. Or, maybe, just maybe I need to blog….. because I need to.
Your thoughts?
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